musicrocks02

2011-01-10T22:31:00.001+08:00

AM I SUPPOSE TO BE HAPPY?

2011-01-07T17:00:00.003+08:00

I FORGOT HOW TO MAKE A BLOG POST.

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO UPDATE.

I UN-DELETED MY BLOG.

I DID IT FOR SOMEONE. ^^

2010-11-20T12:54:00.000+08:00

20 NOVEMBER - 2 DECEMBER

2010-11-19T20:31:00.005+08:00

无论他们又说什么

闲言闲语无法伤害我

世界上只有一个我

没人能代替的我

2010-11-18T14:21:00.002+08:00

MY SMALL STAR STAR

MY XIAO HUANG

MY FENG GUANG WU XIAN HAO
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WO YAO ZOU LE, BU YAO XIANG WO.
YOU YUAN ZAI JIAN~ T-T

2010-11-16T22:24:00.002+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
O LEVELS IS OVER, I'M BACK TO EARTH.
:DDDDDDDD
THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME FEELING ON EARTH MAN!!!
HAHAHAHA.

ANYWAY, GREAT DAY WITH XINYI, LILU,WANGZI,TINGRUI & YAHTHENG :)
STEAMBOAT IS SOOOOOOO NICEEEEEEEE!!~~ :D

KAY, I'M OFF FOR AUDITION!!!
BYEEEEE ^^

2010-10-21T20:23:00.001+08:00

父亲从女儿房门前经过时，发现女儿的房间收拾的异常整齐。这太奇怪了。

　　女儿15岁，追求时尚却不爱整洁，房间一向凌乱不堪。今天，不但被子叠得有棱有角，其他物品也摆的整整齐齐，被擦拭的一尘不染。

　　接着，他看到枕头上放着一封信。他走进房间，拿起信，信的开头写着“亲爱的爸爸”几个字。
　　父亲心中顿时升起一种不祥的预感，他用颤抖的手拆开信，念起来：

　　亲爱的爸爸：
　　我在写这封信时，心中充满内疚和不安，但是，我还是得告诉你，我就要离家出走了。
　　为了避免你和母亲的阻挠，我和男友兰迪必须这样私奔。我和兰迪已经是一体的了，谁也不能把我们分开。
　　我相信，你们见到兰迪也会喜欢他的。他身上文刺了各种图案，他的服装另类、前卫，他的发型独一无二。我和他之间不但难舍难分，而且，我已经有了身孕。
　　兰迪说，他要这个孩子，以后我们三个人幸福地生活在一起。我想，我们肯定会幸福的，虽然兰迪的年龄比我稍大一点（男人42岁，在现今这个社会不算太老，是吧？），也没有什么钱，但是，这些不应该成为我们感情的障碍，你们说对吗？
　　我们打算到深山老林里去，搭一间小木屋。我们已经在那准备好了过冬需要的木柴。当然，兰迪还有好几位女友，但是，我知道他会以他的方式对我表示忠诚的。他说，他要和我生好多好多孩子，这也是我的梦想。
　　兰迪认为，大麻不会对任何人造成伤害，我将和他一起种植大麻，然后出售给我们的朋友。
　　同时，我们还要向上帝祈祷，希望科学家早日找到至于艾滋病的方法，这样，兰迪就可以康复了。他应该能得到这样的好报。
　　爱你的女儿罗丝

　　读到这儿，父亲差点昏厥。这时，他看到另外几个字，“未完，见反面”。
　　他慌忙把信翻过来，那里有几行字：
　　“另：爸爸，你刚才读到的文字都不是真事。真实情况是，我在隔壁邻居的家中，并想让你知道，生活中有好多事情比我的成绩单要糟糕得多。我的成绩放在书桌中间的抽屉里，请你签上名，然后给我打电话，让我确信我可以平安回家了。”

2010-10-17T15:52:00.001+08:00

你懂我的我对你从来就不会假装笑是真的不是我逞强

2010-10-15T00:10:00.002+08:00

骑着白马的不一定是王子，可能是唐僧；
带着翅膀的也不一定是天使，可能是鸟人。

2010-10-12T13:17:00.002+08:00

很多时候，我们不知道却假装知道；
很多事情，我们知道却假装不知道；
很多时候我们都假装我们活得很充实。

2010-10-10T22:30:00.003+08:00

MY WAR WITH BOOKS END ON 16TH OF NOVEMBER.

I'M GONNA WIN.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2010-10-07T21:10:00.001+08:00

我爱你时，你说什么是什么。

我不爱你时，你说你是什么？

2010-10-04T19:04:00.002+08:00

You know life is always up and down.
So, don't be worried when you're at the bottom.
And if you fall, you know, I'll be there.

2010-10-03T00:45:00.005+08:00

Yoooooo!!!!
I'm finallyyyyy here.
HAHAHAHAHA
ANTICIPATING EH?

LIFE IS AWESOME!!!!!! - kidding. LOL
Like wtf, it's already October =.=
AND I'M STILL NOT STUDYING. FML
CAOYU AHHHH.....醒来吧~~~~~~~
-______________-

When i thought of spending my next 3 years in NYP,
I feel sooooooo.......SIAN?
Yes, ultra NO-MOOD when i thought of NPY T-T

BTW the Ads on my tag board is FUCKING IRRITATING .
but
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" BREATH IN BREATH OUT " ♥

2010-09-29T12:03:00.001+08:00

2010-09-25T18:41:00.001+08:00

MY DAY IS SO FUCKING SCREWED,

BECAUSE OF YOU.

2010-09-24T23:25:00.003+08:00

爱加爱等于非常爱；爱减爱等于爱的起点；
爱乘爱等于无限的爱；爱除爱等于唯一的爱。

2010-09-23T20:23:00.003+08:00

I CAN'T BELIEVE I STUDIED CHEMISTRY.

C.H.E.M.I.S.T.R.Y

2010-09-21T20:05:00.003+08:00

Hello. :)
3 days since I posted~

OK, first thing :
I FINALLY PASSED MY SOCIAL STUDIES AFTER 93748879234529 MONTHS!!!!!
LOL.
i will work for better grades ..i will i will.
at least now i know I'm not an idiot in humans.
lol fml. -.-

I'm glad that there's Adam Khoo workshop tomorrow.
We skipped the first 3 periods!! HAHAHAH xD
Chinese, Chinese Lit & English lehhhh!!!!!!!!!
HUAT AHHHHHH!!!! :DDDD

And graduation ceremony tomorrow during assembly period too~~~
HAHAH.
Kinda looking forward to it.
But not the class cheer part. LOL

YAY. tomorrow's school bag's gonna be veryyyy light!!
HAHAH
*小胖jumps around*

ok, byeeeeee! :D

2010-09-18T23:56:00.002+08:00

AWESOME DAY! ♥

2010-09-16T20:32:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOOO !!! :D
Finally got the time to post !!

School was awesome for the past three days!
Aiyah...........it's all due to MY awesome-ness....
my friends became awesome,
my teachers became awesome,
even my result also became VERY 'AWESOME' !
(Y)

Afternoon study was kinda fruitful today.
Was copying SS notes...and then I fell alseep.
when i woke up my face got that mark again.
woah, then that idiot xinyi laughed at me:
哈哈哈!!! 你看你的脸又有那个印liao !!! 哈哈哈哈!!!
-.- -.-
你没有见过那个印meh?? 井底之蛙!!!!
YESSSS! :D

There's afternoon study + night study tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!
FRIDAY LEH!!!!!
FRIDAY FOR KBOX YOU KNOW!!!!!!
but 没关系, this Friday got free 月饼....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! xD
FREEE LEHHHH.
OMG I'M GETTING MORE AUNTIE DUE TO WATCHING TOO MUCH 爱
LOL

OMG I'M SO ADDICTED TO 爱 !!!!

2010-09-13T16:42:00.002+08:00

I promise I will not eat so many things before I go to sleep.
especially burger & strawberry yogurt.
Maybe my stomach don't like strawberry yogurt, that's why it became like that.
so next time if I'm hungry at night, I will eat 2 piece chicken meal.
I remember my stomach once told me that it likes 2 piece.
I would like to apologize to my stomach: I'M SORRY.
I'm sorry for making you upset.
I will not eat until so full again.

BUT,
FOOD IS STILL MY LIFE.

2010-09-12T00:08:00.003+08:00

一只猪会很寂寞，
可是另一只猪一直会陪在它身边的。

2010-09-11T00:27:00.002+08:00

Don't try to be perfect, just be you.
Perfectly imperfect.

2010-09-10T17:44:00.001+08:00

I LISTENED TO THIS FOR 9204374614 TIMES ALREADY
I LOVE IT, MORE THAN THE ORIGINAL VERSION.

2010-09-10T15:13:00.002+08:00

MOTTO OF THE FAMILY: TO HURT PEOPLE.

THEY JUST HURT ME.

WA.... I FEEL SO HURT.

2010-09-09T23:34:00.004+08:00

Helloooo! :)

Awesome day with four AWESOME people.
HAHA :D

Studying session at KFC,
and it is sooooooo not fruitful. T-T
woahh, 8 hours there and we spent 7.5 hours talking crappppp.
OMG I JUST WASTED 7.5 HOURS OF MY LIFE .____.
*ITS SO FLUFFY.............I'M GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!*
-.- fml i'm retarded.

ok, now.....
I WANT TO THANK WANGZI'S MUM FOR GIVING BIRTH TO HIM.
THANK HIS FAMILY FOR SENDING HIM TO SINGAPORE
THANK PEI HWA FOR ACCEPTING HIM INTO THE SCHOOL
THANK THE GOD FOR LETTING ME KNOW HIM
HE IS SOOOOOOO SWEET!!!
I BET HIS HOUSE GOT A LOT OF ANTS
LOL HAHAHA!!!!

Had dinner at Compass food court after that.
woah the meat ball uh, the uncle bit before, so i threw it away.
LOL xD
funny mah??

Kay, gonna have 3 hours of tuition tomorrow morning.
wanna sleep now !!!
Nights! ♥

2010-09-08T20:28:00.004+08:00

Hello! :D
HAHAHAHAHA

went for body check up in the afternoon.

Went inside the room,
and the doctor pass me a cup - SHE WANTS MY URINE.
LOL.
i was like.......
"一定要现在uh? 我尿不出..."
then mum burst out laughing.
WTF? -.-

Okay,
then the doctor asked me a lotttttt of questions.
when it comes to.....
DOCTOR: ARE YOU PREGNANT?
ME: HUH? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
DOCTOR: *stares*
ME: NO,NONONO. ._.
DOCTOR: OK, GO OVER TO THE BED THERE AND LIE DOWN.
ME: HUH? WHAT YOU WANNA TO DO???
DOCTOR: CHECK YOUR STOMACH
ME: BUT I'M NOT PREGNANT!!!!
DOCTOR: ITS NOT RELATED TO PREGNANCY......
ME: OH~

Thinking back..
I think i've got no common sense at all.
T-T

anyway, went polyclinic for x-ray after that.
woah... then they keep on asking me if i'm pregnant.
wtf siol LOL.

gonna go and collect the result tomorrow morning....
at 10 plus ZZZZZZ!!!! -.-

i'm gonna study tmr
HAHAHAHA
Bye :D

2010-09-07T17:15:00.004+08:00

Hi (:
I drew this.
I think i'm getting more creative.
Can't help it,
I JUST LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH.
HAHAHAHAHA

EHH IDIOT:

You might want to consider to put this as your wallpaper.

HAHAHA

Though i know you will 舍不得 to change away the current one.

2010-09-06T13:43:00.001+08:00

To find two people who have the same heart isn’t a coincidence.
It’s a God damn miracle.

2010-09-05T17:59:00.003+08:00

LEE XIN YI

YOU BETTER BE TOUCHED.

2010-09-04T17:18:00.005+08:00

Hello :)
I'm back from Punggol Sec,
AREA 7 GAMES DAY !!! :DDDDD

Important:
I SAW JASON TEE HONG WEI.
LMAO
OKAY, HE'S THE NAN CHIAU HIGH OFFICIER.
HE TOOK ME FOR O LEVEL ENGLISH ORAL AND HE'S SOOOOOOOOOOOO HOT!!!!!
HAHAHAHA <33333333333333

anyway~~~
I DON'T LIKE HIS SCHOOL.
LOL
I MET SOME BITCHES AND BASTARDS, during basketball & Captain's ball.
WTFFF THERE'S A BITCH WHO KEPT ON SLAPPING ME DURING BBALL.
FUCKTARD.

Okay, the 重点 is:
my track pants kept on dropping while i was playing the matches.
LOLLLL RANDOM

OVERALL,
Awesome day! <3 (except for the dropping of track pants LOL)

Pei hwa got
1st in Captains Ball(cos got me)
2nd in Basketball(cos got me)
3rd in dont-know-what(cos don't have me)

SHIT, I'M BECOMING MORE BHB.

I'm sleepy.
BYEEEEEE :)

2010-09-03T21:38:00.002+08:00

Seeeeeeeeeeeee, LEEXINYI did this for me............many weeks ago.
HAHAHAHA.
but till now I still haven't fill in the subjects.
Heh xD

Anyway~~
HOLIDAY IS HERE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!
okay, i still have chinese lit paper 2 when school reopens.
Lol

I suddenly dont feel like updating already.
Hahah.
Byeeeee

2010-08-29T20:12:00.003+08:00

全世界好象只有我疲惫
天灰灰会不会让我忘了你是谁?

2010-08-29T00:10:00.003+08:00

Hi :)

I got a new name: MARY CAO.
Yes, you didnt see it wrong, it is M.A.R.Y >> MARY :D
I LOVE IT SO MUCH!
SUCH A CUTE NAME HAHAHA

and,
I like eating 3 packets to biscuits.
not 2, not 4, not 5, but 3.

I LOVE MY LIFE WITH THESE :)

"funny mah?"

2010-08-24T21:23:00.002+08:00

I TRIED.

2010-08-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

Hello (:
Last post before mock exam starts tomorrowwww!
I certainly have the feeling that I'm gonna screw Prelim ._.
I meannnnnn, SCIENCE!! T-T
Like Michelle Lim,
I hereby self declare that I'm dropping my combine science. LOL
Hopeless subject.

School is fineee.
Os English oral was fine too.
JASON TEE HONG WEI~~~ HAHAHAHAH :DDDD
OMGGGGGGGGG *Melt & nua 10000 times* T-T

Ohhhh, todayyyyy is simply awesome.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH! :D
got a very big pimple on my nose.
so there's some stupid woman keep on laughing at me.
ni hui you bao ying de!!! JIAN HUO!!

Had lunch at Burger King after school.
I'm too excited that i spilled the coke on myself.
AND AGAIN, THE SAME STUPID WOMAN LAUGHED AT ME.
TSKTSKTSK.
ni zhen de hui you bao ying de!!!! JIAN HUO!!!!!
-.- -.- -.-

Okay, i'm off for my dinner.
BYEEEEEE~~~ :DD

2010-08-20T23:03:00.003+08:00

A VERY BIG THANK YOU TO XIN YI WIFEY !! ;DD

SEEEEE, I'm updating for you again!
You better be touched.
hahaha. Thanks for your 5-times-combo-congrats!
XIE XIE NI ♥

DPA was a success.
NanYang Poly accepted me in Hospitality & Tourism Management.
My one and only FAOURITE COURSE!
So now I just need to score 26 & below for my o levels & I will be in NYP.
Hah. Now I'm wondering if it's a good thing or bad thing .__.
hmmmm...

FOCUS progamme today was very.....focused.
LOL.
KFC-ed with Xinyi after that, walked home together. :)

Alright, tuition at 9am tomorrow.
I feel so dead now. VERY VERY DEAD. :(

2010-08-16T20:30:00.009+08:00

世界真的很小，好像一转身,就不知道会遇见谁;
世界真的很大，好像一转身,就不知道谁会消失。

2010-08-15T18:51:00.000+08:00

I love you and that's all I really know.

2010-08-13T17:21:00.001+08:00

It's not about how much we receive,

it is about how much we feel, how much we care.

2010-08-10T23:50:00.001+08:00

Hello. I'm posting using my phone. LOL. Its super laggy! -.-

Kay, anyway,
Studying session with xinyi, lilu, xuanning and yahtheng at compass KFC today!
HAHAHA!
Had a good time laughing! LOL.
Yeah, partly because some ppl go announce the toothpaste thingy lor. TSK-.-
Ok, 那不是重点。

While studying we met 2 childish aunties!
LMAO! HAHAHAHA!
They're sooooo childish, even more childish than xinyi(LOL) XD
Anyway, for more info abt that 2 aunties, kindly visit xinyi's blog. LMAO. XD

Kay, 11 more mins to 12!!!! HAHAHAHA.
Li Lu's birthday! YAY!!!! :DDDDD

2010-08-09T22:09:00.000+08:00

我也会累

2010-08-07T20:57:00.001+08:00

"我那么喜欢你，你喜欢我一下会死啊?"

2010-08-05T22:57:00.002+08:00

This might be the biggest joke in YOUR life and MY life:

I still think about YOU everyday.

2010-07-30T22:40:00.005+08:00

GREAT DAY WITH LEE XIN YI ! ♥
"AWWWWW~~~ WIFEYYYYYYY!!!"

HELLO!
I'm finally updating my blog due to some stupid & disgusting people's nagging!
HAHA xD

School was kindaaaaa..... great? (OMG I CANT BELIEVE I JUST SAID THIS)
Afternoon study really helps!!! :D
even though it ends at 6.30pm! ._.
I've been doing maths, maths, and more MATHS!
I really need to find some time for science and humans!! :O

Though lesson were boring,
but yeah, I have Michelle Lim beside me !
That annoying woman, NEVER fail to make me laugh.
Actually we always annoy each other, so we don't really find each other annoying.
LOL. HAHA! <3

Ohh yah,
DPA interview was fine too. :)
Just that I'm sooo nervous at the beginning that i pronounced "other" as "ahh-ler"
WTF LMAO!

Tuition's cancelled this week!
YAY!!!!
But I will still study tomorrow !!

Hopefully cough will get better next week. ._.
Nights! :)

2010-07-24T20:15:00.007+08:00

I have been SHORTLISTED for an interview for the:

DIPLOMA in HOSPITALITY & TOURISM MANAGEMENT in Nanyang Polytechnic !!!!!!

OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD !!!

DPA ALL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :DDDDDDDDD

2010-07-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

Social Etiquette was AWESOME !!! :D

Okay, I can't believe I'm saying this:
"I AM IN LOVE WITH HEELS!" ♥

Mum, all the best to your pocket. xD

2010-07-22T20:41:00.001+08:00

I LOVE LUCIFER !~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!♥

2010-07-12T21:25:00.003+08:00

"I flunk my Chemistry."
"I flunk my Biology."
"I flunk my Social Studies."
"I flunk my E Maths."

Hah. I have got no idea how many times did the word "flunk" appeared in my blog since the beginning of the year. And you know each and every time i type that word, I fucking hate myself for not studying for that subject. Yeah, I regret, I curse and swear till I feel better. After that I'll promise myself I will study hard for the next coming test, but in the end the cycle repeats all over again.

I really-really need to stop this bullshit NOW.

Teachers came into the class, telling us how badly we have done for our exams, for the Nth time.
Hah. But I guess all of us somewhat got used to it already? Yes?
Yeah, after all, We are just 4E5. Nothing to be proud of.
The worst class in the whole Sec 4 cohort.
Even E6 is doing much better than us.
Discouraging & encouraging words we've heard too many times.
Yeah, they helps, somewhat or rather.

But "Procrastination" just killed all of us.
It REALLY kills..

I'm sick and tired of the life I am living now.
I want an "O Level student" life.
I want to mug all day long, make notes, complete my tys,
and get that sense of satisfaction at the end of the day.
I WILL DO IT, FROM TODAY ONWARDS.
I don't wanna live in regrets anymore..
crying after getting my O level results..
blaming myself for whatever shit I did not study..
That's not what I want. Or rather, that's not what WE want.

I need to wake up now. I will wake up now.
I wanna tear for JOY after I got back my o level results!

JIA YOU PEOPLEEEEEE!
WE GONNA OWN OS !!! :DD

2010-07-11T17:13:00.002+08:00

i've been neglecting this for quite sometime.
so yeah, just a short post.

celebrated WZ's birthday on Friday.
he treated us Eclipse & dinner. ._.
and i'm very guilty about that ...
I was hungry before the movie,
so i ate a jumbo hotdog plus 2 cheezy hotdogs WTF
that's a lot. -.-

kay, i needa to do my english hw now
if not i won't be able to complete it tonight.
tuition from 7 to 10 later
FML

2010-07-08T16:37:00.002+08:00

first day of lesson after the longggggg holiday & prelims.
uh okay no comments about that.

first day of school,
3 late comers and 2 absentees.
I think Anna's gonna go crazy again
HAHA :X

tuition on saturday
i feel so restless abt it

2010-07-07T15:58:00.003+08:00

Prelims were finally over, for me!
phew~
gonnna have normal lesson starting from tmr onwards.
nothing much to update actually.
sooo, quiz!~ :D

Are you single?
- Yeah

Are you bored?
- if not i won't be doing this-.-

Are you intelligent?
- OFCOURSE!

Are you honest?
- hmmm...hahaha.

Are you nice?
- errr, I'm AWESOME! :D

Do you belive in love at first sight?
- Yes?

Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
- obviously?

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
- hopefully not?

Have you ever have your heart broken?
- Yeah.

Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
- hmmm...I think so.

Are you afraid of commitment?
- Ehhh, depends :X

Having someone you love?
- No.

Who was the last person you said I love you to?
- wait, let me think that's like millions years ago since i said that 3 words ._.

Love or Lust?
- L.O.V.E !

Hard liquor or beer?
- water.

Cat or Dog?
- EWWWWWWWWWWWW....animals

A few best friends or any regular friends?
- any regular friends

Creamy or Crunchy?
- none!

Pencil or Pen?
- Pen.

Wild night out or Romatic night in?
- Romatice night in.

Money or Happiness?
- Happiness!

Night or Day?
- Night.

IM or phone?
- phone.

Have you ever been caught sneaking out?
- no

Have you ever done something you regret?
- Yes, ofcourse.

Have you ever eaten food that fell on the floor?
- i think i did WTF

Have you ever cried because you lost a pet?
- NO AND NEVER

Have you ever wanted to disappear?
- YES

Smile or eyes?
- smile.

Light or dark hair?
- dark

Hugs or Kisses?
- hugs

Shorter or taller?
- taller

Intelligent or attraction?
- intelligent

Funny or serious?
- Time to be serious, time to be funny. :D

Older or Younger?
- younger.

Outgoing or Quiet?
- OHHH I'M QUIET! HAHAHAHAHHAHA!

Have you ever performed in front of a large crowd?
- Yeahh -.-

Have you ever talked on the phone for longer than 1 hour?
- Yup!

Have you ever walked on hands?
- no?-.-

Have you ever been to a rock concert?
- errrrr....No?

Have you ever been in a cheerleading team?
- HAHAHAHAHA NO.

Have you ever been in a dance team?
- walao no.

Have you ever been in a sports team?
- yeahyeahyeah

Have you ever been in a drama play/production?
- HAHAHA YES! :DD

Have you ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley?
- Yeah, i own them all

Have you ever been in a rap video?
- nooooo

Last phone call you made?
- XinYi~

Last person you hugged?
- errrrr......

Last person you hung out with?
- hmmmm....Mavis! hahahaha!

Last time you worked?
- I can't rmb la!

Last person you talked to?
- Mum.

Last person you IM'd?
- idk

Last person you texted?
- Jeanin. HAHAHAHAAAAA

Last person you went movie with?
- ehhhh who uhhh i can't rmb leh

Last person /thing you missed?
- nobody;nothing.

Last websited visited?
- yahoo homepage (Y)

2010-06-29T15:10:00.002+08:00

I screwed E Maths Paper 1 & 2.
I screwed Social Studies.
I screwed History.

for hist. seq, i just created my own version of history.
fml ._.

and tmr's bio and chem.
just pray that I dont get a single digit huh.

2010-06-25T18:34:00.005+08:00

I didn't say "I Love You" to hear it back.

I said it to make sure you knew. :)

2010-06-25T00:41:00.002+08:00

NICHKHUN !!!

WHY SO HOTTTT!?

2010-06-23T23:51:00.003+08:00

OMFG LOOK AT THEM ONLY

2010-06-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

Oh my god.
6 more days to Prelim! :O

History class in the morning.
Ali came !!!!! O.M.G
Didnt expect her to turn up.
got back pre-prelim paper.
Yeah, I failed LOL
I mean, I expected a F9 cos i didnt study for it at all. :X
guilty uhh.

After lesson went to koufu for lunch.
Ali was eating her egg while walking to koufu.
and she " AHHHHHHHHHHH!"
by the time i turned and look at her,
her egg is already on the floor.
She said she's very sad about it. -.-

Tuition at 7 today.
It was suppose to end at 9,
but stephen dragged till 10.10pm.
wtf :O
and he gave us 40++ qns to finish before Saturday.
wtfwtf

I better get started now!

2010-06-20T22:47:00.005+08:00

Okay, since I've got nothing much to blog today.
then I shall do the note that Jasmine & Bernice tagged me. :DD
HAHA :D

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Water.
2. Last phone call: Philene.
3. Last text message : Stephen
4. Last song you listened to: Haru Haru-Big Bang
5. Last time you cried: Uhhhhhhhhh wtf.

HAVE YOU EVER:
7. Been cheated on: Yeah.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Uhhhh yeah.
9. Lost someone special: YES.
10. Been depressed : i think so? Lol.
11. Been drunk and threw up: Once.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. black
13. white
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)
15. Made a new friend: Yup!
16. Fallen out of love: hmmmmmmmmmmm...
17. Laughed until you cried: Hahaha YEAH.
18. Met someone who changed you: YES.
19. Found out who your true friends were: YES.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YES.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yeahhh.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: 80% of them?
23. How many kids do you want to have: one!
24. Do you have any pets: NO AND NEVER.
25. Do you want to change your name: NOOO. ITS SO UNIQUE LOL.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: oh it sucks.
27. What time did you wake up today: around 2 in the afternoon. -.-
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: watching tv.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: O LEVEL!!!!
30. Last time you saw your mum: 10 mins ago.

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: stop being so lazy.
32. What are you listening to right now: Jojo - SHINee.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom : ehhhh NO. LOL
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: PRELIMs AND IM STILL NOT STUDYING
35. Most visited webpage: Plurk & Facebook. Lol.
36. What's your real name: Cao Yu. (and for god sake Cao is my surname thanks.)
37. Nicknames : CaoCao. Lol. And ohh, Xinyi once called me 井底之蛙. HAHAHAHA!
38. Relationship Status: Engaged! Hahaha!
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
40. Male or female?: Female.
41. Elementary: Serangoon Garden South School.
42. Middle School: Pei Hwa Sec School.
43. High school/college?: I WANT TP!!!!!
44. Hair colour: black.
46. Height: 166cm.
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: YeahYeahYeah.
48: What do you like about yourself?: I can make you smile haha(:
49. Piercings: 3? LOL.
50. Tattoos: Nooooo.
51. Righty or lefty: righty.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: A month after i was born.:O
53. First piercing: Pri 6.
54. First best friend: errr..cant rmb.
55. First sport you joined: Badminton/netball/tennis. LOL WTF.
56. First vacation: Singapore! hahaha.

RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: Nothing?
60. Drinking: water.
61. I'm about to: tweet. haha.
62. Listening to: 好久不见-Jay Chou
63. Waiting on: Someone?

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: Yeah?
65. Get Married?: Ofcourse.
66. Career?: Hotel Management?

WHICH IS BETTER
67. Lips or eyes: Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: Taller.
70. Older or younger: Older.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Romantic? haha
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both! xD
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nahh.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: No.
79. Sex on first date: zzz No.
80. Broken someone's heart: Hopefully not?
82. Been arrested: No.
83. Turned someone down: errr...idk.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend?: YeahYeahYeah.......................

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yup.
87. Miracles: Yes.
88. Love at first sight: YEAHHHHHH.
89. Heaven: I think so?
90. Santa Claus: No -.-
91. Kiss on the first date: NO?
92. Angels: hahaha. No-.-

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO.
95. Did you sing today?: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NOOOOOOO. AND NEVER(:
97. If you could go back in time: YESYESYES ITS A FUCKING YES!
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it?: haha Im not gonna tell you. LOL
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: I think, YES.
100. Posting this as 100 truths: No. LOL

2010-06-18T02:16:00.003+08:00

"Let me be the sun and you be the flower.

I’ll provide sunlight for you to blossom.

Sometimes, clouds will prevent me from reaching you.

But, you’ll know that I’m always trying to reach you.

Just wait for the clouds to clear if you can’t receive my sunlight."

2010-06-16T22:17:00.012+08:00

I PROMISE I WILL:

start revising for prelims tomorrow.
complete all tuition homework by tomorrow.
clean up my room (mop the floor, change the bed sheet, clear my table)
not touch the laptop once prelim starts. (shit then my plurk karma how?!)
at least get a D7 for Combine Science. (wtf lol at this)
read up on History(Cold War) no matter how cold it gets.
not touch my psp anymore.
mug damn hard for o level.
fly back to china once I'm done with o level.
come back for CI course in Dec if I've the time.
apply for DPA.
get less than 14 for Os.
get into Temasek Poly - Hospitality & Tourism Management!
listen to mum no matter how pissed off I get. (NOTE: she's ALWAYS right BEFORE O LEVEL ENDS.)
get over you as soon as possible.

*If I fail to do any of this, I will never ever eat KFC again.*

2010-06-14T23:11:00.002+08:00

The truth is that:

it is a bit harder to control your heart than your mind.

2010-06-13T22:21:00.002+08:00

I'm almost there, in forgetting you.

If someday you thought of me,
If someday you want me in your life,
If someday you want me to wait,
If someday you need me by your side,
If someday you need help,
If someday you feel bored,
If someday you just feel like talking to me,

I will be there.
I will NEVER walk away from you...

2010-06-11T17:38:00.002+08:00

朋友，你在我心中排第几？

第十位：如果，不论你以何种方式联系我，都不曾得到我支字片语的回应。那么，你是我不想相交的人。请不
要再来找我。若是这样的拒绝伤到你的心，我只能说声抱歉，对不起。

第九位：如果，我从不以任何方式来联系你，对你的话往往只用“恩、阿、哦”这些简短的字句来回答。那么，我们只是认识不久的陌生人，或者，是没有共同话题的陌路人。

第八位：如果，你觉得我一直很沉默，给你冷漠的感觉。但是，相遇的时候会微笑着点一点头。那么，你我是最一般的好同学。

第七位：如果，逢年过节，你能够收到我祝福的短消息。那么，我们是朋友。或者，是曾经的好朋友。

第六位：如果，我开始有事没事的主动发信息给你，主动跟你问好打招呼，鸡毛蒜皮的小事都拿出来诉说。但是，面对面的时候，我还是那个低着头寥寥数语的我。那么，你是我希望深交下去的人，只是，还缺一点了解彼此的时间。

第五位：.如果，在一起的时候，你感到我完全的没有约束，畅所欲言。我们可以一起笑、一起闹。那么，我们是志同道合的好朋友。

第四位：如果，在N久不曾互通联络，某一天你突然收到来自一个陌生地址或号码的问候。甚至，你都一下子记不起我是谁了。那么，你是我认为值得珍惜的友人。即使有别于我的性格，还是要难得的主动一下。

第三位：如果，我们并不常常联系，但是，不开心的时候我愿意跟你讲我的心事，而不是故作坚强的说“我很好”。那么，你是我的知己。心里面有一个房间，给你住。

第二位：如果，你觉得我一切都很完美，却还是有一种道不清楚的距离横在中间，让彼此变得遥远。那么，你是我所喜欢的人。我希望让你看到最优秀的那一面。

第一位：如果，有一天，你发现我在冲你莫名其妙的发脾气，悲伤的时候你会看到我流泪的样子。那么，你是我爱的人。在你面前，我是不设防的完全真实的自我。

人和人的交往讲求一种缘份。有些人仅仅相交了几个月，却可能比认识数十年的某些人更投机。有些人很久很久不联系，却可能比天天都见面的某些人更亲近。朋友要像茶一样历久弥醇，而不是甜腻的可乐，喧嚣过后，曲终人散。喜欢的人，要好好珍惜。不喜欢的人，也不要勉强自己去刻意的微笑。我们，可以为朋友做一些改变，只是，不要改到面目全非就好

2010-06-09T23:33:00.002+08:00

我不再逃避，
因为你不值得我这么做。

我要面对现实，
因为你们值得我去信任。

无论怎么样，一个人借故堕落总是不可原谅的。

越是没有人爱，越要爱自己！

更何况，你们这么爱我~~ :D

2010-06-09T15:21:00.002+08:00

I'm bored and hungryyyyyyyyyyyyy now!!!!!!!!!!!

Kay,
I'm totally addicted to 2PM'a Heartbeat. xD
I mean the remix version. Lol.

Alright, I'm really hungry.
Gonna look for something to eat~
BYE! :D

2010-06-08T18:52:00.002+08:00

I won't believe in this anymore.
At least for now, I WON'T.

2010-06-06T13:58:00.002+08:00

"坐在没有人的角落我又问自已
究竟应该继续还是该放弃
想看你想躲你难以决定

每当我想靠近你总会装冷静
眼看你的表情仿佛已经说明
我只想要证明我们这段爱情
也许在你眼里它只是个游戏
我只想要靠近也很想要抱紧

我还想要参与你的生活点滴
只要你肯相信
我一定会陪你走下去

能不能够让我再说我爱你
还是你已不想听
能不能够把你彻底的忘记
我是真的搞不清"

- 李圣杰《靠近》

2010-06-05T15:05:00.003+08:00

CHALET = AWESOME. :)

Great night spent with 11 awesome people.
Other than Miss Lin, Afiqah & I, the rest were all guys.
For those who did not stay over, that would be the greatest loss of your life!
Lol. Just kidding.. But, the night was really (Y).

We sat around telling ghost stories at first.
Eng Siang Sir's stories totally made me "didn't-dare-to-bathe-last-night." :X
Now I don't dare to sleep alone already. -.-
Sir went off at around 1am, then the rest of us tgt with Miss Lin chatted till 5.
Yeah, knew a looooot of secrets from some ppl uhh~
hahaha. :)

Went to bathe after that, sleep till 9am,
then Mac for breakfast after that.
Checked out at 10 plus,
bus-ed to Hougang Plaza for pool with Dion, Boon & Ronald. :)
2 hours of pool, and now I'm home! :D

Lack of sleeeep! xD

2010-06-03T20:25:00.001+08:00

如此深情，却难以启齿。
原来你若真爱一个人，内心酸涩，反而会说不出话来。
甜言蜜语，多数说给不相干的人听。

2010-06-03T18:23:00.003+08:00

Overslept this morning. -.-
Woke up at 6.30, and managed to chiong-ed out of the house at 7.
walked+ran all the way to the LRT station there to get a cab.
Reached school, and its only 7.10. WTF. -.-

lessons today were -______- except for chem & ss.
but good thing is that school ends at 10.40am tomorrow! ;DDD
Actually after recess there's 3 hours of Chi Lit till 2.10pm.
but du lao shi said she don't need that 3 hours! (Y)
HAHAHA! I love her for that, ONLY. Lol

Awesomely,
there's still CIP training from 2 - 4pm! >.<
And chalet's BBQ starts at 7pm.
I'm still thinking if I should stay overnight~
O.o

Looking forward to the chalet! :)

2010-06-02T19:39:00.006+08:00

Shooting Competition at Home Team Academy today.
And yeah, the LAST time that I stepped into HTA and the shooting range WITH MY NPCC UNIFORM. D:
Kay, i suddenly feel sad now. Lol.

Anyway~
Around of applause for me ok, cause I didn't cui there!
Okay, maybe I did, but I think i did well today. as compared to last year's score.
-.-
Fig. 2 was totally -___________-
what's more I'm still left with 1 bullet. WTF.
NRA was awesome.....for ME.
Heh. :X
I remember I got five 10s, two 8s & the rest were 6s and 4s. (Y)
and of course, some were out. LOL
last year I got all 2s and 4s. -.-
I IMPROVED MY SCORE BY 70 MARKS!!!
O.M.G

Ohhh yes,
LMSC in the school hall tomorrow.
Which means~~~
THERE WILL BE CIs & HOs COMING TOOOOOO!!
oh my god, awesome. hahahah.

Okay, there's still school tmr.
Bye!

2010-06-01T19:18:00.003+08:00

CaoYu: 为什么我这么晚才realise到!?!?
Jocelyn: 如果你从一早就realise到的话，那就不叫爱情了。

2010-05-30T13:08:00.005+08:00

HELLO! :D

hahaha. 4 days of holidays.
Fri, Sat, Sun & Mon! Lol.
Tuesday gonna go back to school for English Oral, Chem Prelim Pratical &&&&&&& POP!!!!
Wtfzxzzxzxzxzxz~!!!!
ok, chill~ -___-

Andddddddddddd there's shooting competition on Wednesday!
WTFXZXZXZXZZZZZZZZ!
I left my full u in suitcase since.... last Thursday. Heh. :X

The most !@#$!%^& thing is that next Thursday & Friday there's still lesson till 2.05pm.
-________________-
Okay, JIAYOU PEOPLE!
hahahah! :D

and OHHHH,

My dear WIFEY is having a throat infection!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD
GET WELL SOON OKAY!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥

2010-05-27T15:41:00.003+08:00

Baby, I know the story
I've seen the picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me too many chances
To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know
You never told me

About the pain and the tears
If I could, I would
Turn back the time

I should've seen it coming
I should have read the signs
Anyway...I guess it's over

2010-05-26T18:58:00.002+08:00

~~I'm sick and tired of everything that's happening around me.~~

Jocelyn Tan:
Thanks for the words that you've said to encourage me.
Thanks for the things that you've bought to cheer me up.
Thanks for being there for me when I need you.
Thanks for making me laugh when my mood is down.
Thanks for giving me hope when I feel like giving up.
Thanks for EVERY SINGLE THING that you've done for me.

I LOVE YOU! :)

2010-05-24T21:40:00.004+08:00

Hello!
It's Monday! :D

Chinese intensive today. x_x
Before recess: wrote a compo.
After recess: slacked at library with Xinyi & Angie.
LOL. heh, its fun with both of them around uh~ :DD

After school,
home sweet home with Xinyi! <3

I slept from 3 plus till 7 plus. zzz!
So I don't think I can sleep early tonight.~

2010-05-23T21:15:00.000+08:00

成全并不代表放弃，是自己对真爱的坚持。
成全你，也是成全自我的开始。(:

2010-05-22T20:12:00.004+08:00

kay, it's finally saturday.

and I'm bored.
very bored.
very very bored.
very very very bored.
very very very very bored.
very very very very very bored.
very very very very very very bored.
very very very very very very very bored.
very very very very very very very very bored............

I dont know why.
but I feel damn weird and dead now..! :O

btw i said i will do my tuition homework at 4pm.
see, what's the time now?
8.15pm ! >.<
zzzzz!!

i dont think i need to sleep tonight uhh.
lots to finish. D:
how how how?~

2010-05-22T15:35:00.003+08:00

Promise me you'll never forget me,
because if I thought you would I'd never leave.

2010-05-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

如果爱的足够深，又或者是用情深的人，
那个曾经伤害过TA的人有天肯回头了，
TA还是会很没骨气很没出息地接受。
因为爱，因为忘不了。

2010-05-20T23:08:00.001+08:00

没有什么过不去，

我不相信幸福，我相信你。

2010-05-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

这么执着的爱着你，

是出自爱情，

还是不甘心？

2010-05-18T20:52:00.002+08:00

我等你,因为我忘不了你.
我等你,因为你让我心痛过.
我等你,因为我舍不得放下你.
我等你,因为我觉得我还有希望.
我等你,因为你是第一个我最想等的人.
我等你, 因为我不想你为难.
我等你,因为你的情绪可以左右我.
我等你,因为我希望有一天你心里只会有我而已.
我等你,因为我的心让我去等.
我等你,因为我答应过你我会等.
我等你,因为我从不认为你在耍我.
我等你,因为我从没把你跟坏人画等号.
我等你,因为那短短几天的回忆.
我等你,因为我不想后悔.
我等你因为我不想逃避我的心
我等你, 因为我有权利等你.

我不等你,那就是因为在你心里我连朋友都不是。

2010-05-18T18:24:00.001+08:00

至今我都没打算要放弃，

心决定坚持多久，
自己到底又能坚持多久，

我真的不知道.....

2010-05-17T20:09:00.003+08:00

Alright, lessons today totally suck!
double humans for the first 2 periods,
then double maths for the last 2 periods. >.<
waaaa, almost died! felt damnnnn sleepy during Maths. D:

Kay, after school chemistry make up lesson till 3.30pm.
went for NPCC rehearsal till 4 plus.
Then LRT-ed to Compass Point for Mac with 3 awesome ppl:

Vinni,
Porntep,
Jocelyn!
Chatted at Mac for quite some time,
then LRT-ed home with Vinni! ;D

To end off my post,

JOCELYN TAN XUE NI ROCKS! ♥

2010-05-16T19:00:00.001+08:00

Time will make you forget me,

but time will make me love you more than before.

2010-05-16T16:16:00.001+08:00

2010-05-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry.

And I know you do the same things too.

So we're really not that different....

me and you.

2010-05-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

你有你的生活我不想打扰了

2010-05-10T23:10:00.001+08:00

我会不会比我想象的还要爱你？

2010-05-06T18:59:00.005+08:00

如果当初我勇敢，结局是不是不一样？
如果当时你坚持，回忆会不会不这样？

2010-05-05T18:28:00.002+08:00

Okay, short post.
History Pre-prelim tmr!
>.<

Ran to school today cos was afraid of being late.
And Yes, we made it to the quadrangle on time!
HAHAHA!
But after I sat down I perspired like...as if it just rained.
LOL -.-

Kay,
lessons today were totally.......................HOT!
I mean the classroom is really hot..
noo, I mean.. We students, sitting in the classroom, are hot. -.-
Everyone is complaining laa. ZZZ!

anyway,
after school had lunch at Compass with Ali, Bernice & Chinying.
The lunch at food court is hot too. hah

119-ed home with Ali after that. ;DDD!

kay i don't think the post is short. Lol.
bye!

2010-05-04T18:10:00.002+08:00

为什么明明很心痛，却能笑得如此逼真？

2010-05-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

i'mmmm damnnnn sleepyyyyy nowwww..
okayyyyy, byeeeee~
Lolssss! :DDDD

2010-05-01T23:24:00.003+08:00

Finally, its Saturday~ O.o
kayy, nothing much to blog about today uhh.

Band Concert yesterday was AWESOME.
Too awesome that I kept on shouting.....~
So no wonderrrr...................
my troat hurts today. -.- LOL
I mean seriously, it hurts okay! >.<

I've wasted today....
so tmr I'm gonna stay at home the whole day to finish up all the homework.
ZzzzZzzzzz!

kay, shall end here.
BYE! :D

2010-04-28T19:39:00.002+08:00

无论我变得如何强大，你仍然会是我的弱点。

2010-04-27T20:56:00.002+08:00

When you think I don't care,
I REALLY DO.

2010-04-26T20:14:00.001+08:00

Done with 2.4KM,
5 Stations tmr!
Jiayou everyone ! ~
xD

2010-04-24T13:37:00.003+08:00

kayyy, god damn this shit.
I got a fever, and my whole body is aching like.........................FUCK.
even my fingers are aching. :X Im serious, LOL.

So yeah,
cancelled tuition in the morning.
Slept till 1 plus..
But I still feel terrible now. :(
T.E.R.R.I.B.L.E !

now i'm lying on my bed, using my lappy to update.
I think i'm gonna fall asleep anytime~
zzzz..

People around me are falling sick one by one..
And now its my turn huh. D:
damnnnnn...
Alright,
hopefully I will recover by Monday!
cos there's 2.4 ! D:

goddamit. :(